Worn

The lyrics to this song, Worn by Tenth Avenue North, describe almost to a T where my heart and soul has been stuck recently.

I'm tired
I'm worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes to keep on breathing

I've made mistakes
I've let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn

I know I need
To lift my eyes up
But I'm too week
Life just won't let up
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn

And my prayers are wearing thin
I'm worn even before the day begins
I'm worn I've lost my will to fight
I'm worn so heaven so come and fluid my eyes
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Yes all that's dead inside will be reborn
Though I'm worn
Yeah I'm worn

Yes. This hit the nail on the head.

My heart is heavy for the starving souls of this place. My soul feels crushed by the weight of this world.

I know what I need to do. I must turn to the Ultimate Strength Giver. But I’m just too tired to hardly even turn my eyes up. Thankfully when I can’t, He does it for me. And here’s the ultimate line: I’m worn even before the day begins. What a terrible place to be you may think. Perhaps… And perhaps not. Perhaps its exactly where He wanted to put me in order to reveal Truth.

However, there is good news!! I have received a word from the Lord about just soaking in his Truth. What exactly does soaking mean? Why do I need to soak? Why can’t I just wash in His Truth?

I’ll share that with ya soon! Check back shortly.