Six months ago I
made a decision.
A decision to go
back into the corporate world. A decision to enter into the world of lies and
deceit and manipulation and self promotion that I despise. However, it was a decision I knew I was
being lead to. Lead to by the master shepherd and protector and provider. Was I
scared? Yes. Was it what I wanted to do? No. Was I assured it was the right
thing to do? Yes.
It was as if
everything was falling into place. Even though it wasn’t necessarily how I
thought or expected it would happen.
Six months later
I feel as though everything is falling apart. Everything. It hasn’t happened over night.
It’s been coming for a while and I sit here and wonder why. Why this keeps
happening to me. Why He is doing this to me. And yet I still know I made the
right decision. But I still ask the question why and I’m not sure I’ll get an answer. And
I’m not sure what I'm going do. I guess for now, I’ll just keep turning to the only
One I know to turn to.
